Down & Out

We take face-to-face contact for granted. For so long we have complained that everything is online and there is no human interaction anymore then BHAM! We are thrown into a series of events that limits our socialization to JUST the internet and its depressing. This is like the big red button that flashes and says 'DO NOT TOUCH'. We crave the power of choice and when that's being limited or restricted than we start to freak out. I wish I had advice for my readers on what to do or how I plan to stay hopeful and happy. I've seen the little charts with organized time slots of being productive at home with closet cleaning and pantry set-up mixed in with living room yoga and a walk outside. All those things sound lovely for a day or two. The problem I have is the overwhelming feeling to be productive in a way that makes a difference. Being community conscience - volunteering in some way in this time of need. I want to help but where do I start. I joined an online group for our county and I am waiting to see something on there where I can actually be of service but every time I think 'OH! I can do that!' I see 55 comments on how others are taking care of it already. The baby-making references are funny but what happens when the pharmacies run out of rash cream and you choose to stay home with your bladder infection instead of risk coronavirus to visit the under staffed, overworked clinic doctors and nurses. Not so funny then.

I'm trying to be realistic here, boredom is the positive outcome to staying home and doing nothing for days on end. There are broken homes out there, no exit strategy, where spouses and children are in danger. There aren't a lot of memes or jokes about the virus being the better option to an unsafe space. The problems of the world before the pandemic aren't getting a 2-4 week shutdown. In fact, all I see is a greater burden on our First Responders while they stress and worry about the health and safety of their own loved ones. All the sports, concerts, vacations being cancelled while we sit back and whine about it. It's been said for years that we covet the wrong set of ideals. We put celebrities on pedestals and we idolize the rich and famous. Everyone, including the Top 1%, are feeling the risk and panic right now. No one has immunity.

I have no doubt that the world will recover and move forward as best as possible but I worry that we are failing to see the bigger picture. Humanity and decency have to prevail over selfishness and greed. We have to use this test as a way to re-evaluate our priorities. We have 2-4 weeks now to plan and prepare for a better human race. Ready... Set... GO!